I have no clue as to what to do? Am I not a good person? Why are so many people that I know and love dying? Is God trying to tell me something? My niece delivers her new baby 5 weeks early. With the baby's intestines on the outside of her little body! John's little sister April(the one with MS) is put in hospice. They tell us it will not be long! God, why is this happening? I do not understand and I am weary. So far this year 3 beloved family member have died. I know that at least they are no longer in pain and in heaven.
I'm sorry friends that you have to hear my cries. I guess I need to get on my knees and give up fighting God. That's what this feels like.
Please pray for my newest baby niece Alora Jean! She is so tiny and she is fighting too!
Please pray for April that when she finally quits fighting she can find rest.
That's all friends,
I'm done in.