Thank you friends for everyone's thoughtfulness and concern while I had a mini breakdown. Today is much better and I can honestly say I have not broke down in tears! ( That stupid phone better not ruin my day! ) No news concerning baby Alora Jean, what is that old saying : no news is good news. I truly believe that women have it easier when it comes to emotions, we can cry and yet men can't open up and release their emotions.
Yesterday my Momma helped me become aware of something that I have been missing, I was fussing and crying to her about John being so grumpy. She said to me Donna May, think about what your husband has been going thru. His best friend recently died and now his sister in in hospice. She made me realize that even though I fuss and moan about all the problems that seem to be affecting us, I am lucky to still have all my brothers and sister and my parents within arms reach. I felt shameful that I didn't open my eyes to see his pain and his grief. Mom, I just want to say "Thank you" for opening my eyes.
I didn't craft any today but I will tomorrow. I do use my crafting as a means of stress relief and I miss not doing something fun. I'm gonna start a cute little project for the 4th of July.
Just to show you that today has been brighter, I went to Starbucks! Nothing is better! Until it's empty. I wish Starbucks was in Dacula!