Sunday, July 19, 2009
As to cleaning on yesterday, I did do quite abit. I still need to clean off my stitching table. I forgot to let Ulla know to start watching the mail. Our Halloween RR is almost finished and I will be glad. I still have to stitch the last round of Quaker and Halloween. I'm terribly sorry friends that I have fallen behind. I can't see a dang thing without my clip on magnifiers. One of my RA/PA drugs causes blurriness and I can't stitch for long. Tomorrow I will see my doctor for my check up. The meds really have helped so much.
Church was poignant today for me. I hate that I can't seem to make it through a service without crying. For all my friends who care about faith, you all know my struggle. I am such a demanding person and God knows it. He knows I am fighting to give up control. I like control and I hate crying in front of people. You know what it is for me? It is the music that seems to make me cry more. Poor Jacob, bless him, he normally goes with his buddies and I was already sitting in our usual spot, I think I surprised him being there. All his friends are so sweet to allow me to sit with them. Enough on that. I would hate to think I rambled on about my faith and turn people off. I would never want that.
As to stitching, I will start the devil's horns again! Arggg! Well, I will save it for the last part I guess. I've been working on exchanges too, so no pictures. Sorry :(
I've been given a award from CindyMae, thank you for that. I feel blessed that maybe something I said or wrote brought a smile to a friends face!
I have to nominate someone, I'll have to say Vonna is the one person who most inspired me with her super mom attitude, caring friend when all else fails, now I won't say that I'd ever want 4 kids to deal with, but I see alot of my Mom in her. You rock Vonna! (It's ok if you just want the nomination, you don't have to continue the tag. Because I know there are so many friends who deserve the award!
Well, I guess I ought to pry myself from the computer screen!